Simultaneous Development--me thinking @2 am



                                                     Simultaneous Development

  I've gotten to this point in development where I know exactly what's going on. How does one come to terms with the new headset that they have been given and the truth that lies beyond? First of all, I would not describe myself as an ignorant being. I believe that even in our childhood we have just a limited ability to understand what is going on, but as time passes we become bewildered with explanations behind actions. The difference between who I am now and who I was ten years ago is my ability to see the different dimensions of a story. I am no longer dependent upon one explanation. As a child we take an individual's word as his/her bond, and as time passes we begin to question every statement. People make promises and you may hear logical fallacies instead of  truths.

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